.tim0.

Rant on relationships.

2011-04-22T01:12:00.002+08:00

Strangers, again. It’s freakin’ scary.

A salute to Wong Fu Productions for the awesome video.

I love posting stuff on this blog cause it's pretty dead. A good place to share, with well, nobody?

Cause we can’t love perfectly and never will. And I’m afraid, my downfall will be someone else’s excruciating pain.

We just can’t love perfectly. If we could, the world would be an utopia. And I seriously fear that this imperfection in me would cause a catastrophe in another person. Not only to another person, but also to myself.

Even before you get into a relationship, you have to start investing your life into a person. All the time spent to get to know a person, your emotions, your money, energy, everything. Everything is required of you to get into a relationship, and it costs even more to maintain one. All your thoughts would be focused on a person. You start dreaming about her, smile every time you talk with her and your emotions get on you and you get to the point where you can’t deny that you don’t like her.

And you assume that you can make this last forever. You can’t. Cause you’re an imperfect lover.

When you do like her, you do things just to satisfy her emotions so that you can satisfy your emotions. You want her. You have to have her. To the point where you think about it everyday. And you want to talk to her more to satisfy your desire of her. It’s not love. It’s being infatuated. And when you do get her, you’ve accomplished your mission. You don’t have love to hold you together. It’s just on feelings that you’re together. And you ride this boat and find out that at the end of the day, feelings change. Your feelings are not an entity. Love is an entity. And you start investing in your relationship based on the weather. It won’t last. When you feel it’s nice, you put in your all, but when it sucks, in what way would you want your relationship to bother your life? Sometimes your feeling may be strong, it may last over the years but time will seriously put it to the test.

I know I’m dead guilty of this, but it’s perfectly normal. I do have strong likings towards people, and though I think that they might be the one, I am a nobody to say that. Because I know that lots of times, feelings come, feelings go. How can I say for sure that I’ll love you forever if those words are based on something so easily changed?

I do know though, though you can’t control your feelings you can control what you do with them. So, because you like a girl, doesn’t mean you go freakin chase after every single one of them. Because you feel like killing yourself doesn’t mean you can do it. Because you feel like an idiot doesn’t mean you are one.

Your life isn’t based on how you feel. I believe it’s based on something more. I believe in God. And to me, life is based on what God says. Not on something that is everchanging. Rather, I’d believe in something that is ever-lasting. And the funny fact is, God is love.

I want to love. I want to be together with a person not because I like her, or because she likes me, but because of nothing (it might seem superficial, but hey, that is being able to love perfectly). Not because she looks the best in the world (but she may). Not because she likes the same stuff like I do (but she may). But because we choose to love each other, to be with that person forever regardless circumstances. That is, I believe, what it means to be together with another person. To love someone.

Happy Birthday Chloe!

2011-04-15T00:10:00.002+08:00

A portrait of Chloe for her birthday!

US

2010-12-23T11:08:00.002+08:00

Woo, I'm steps closer to applying to the US.

And heck? 800 for Maths!!! FTW!

krystle

2010-11-07T23:47:00.004+08:00

happy birthday Krystle!

Min

2010-06-22T20:17:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Wen Min!

Happy Birthday Peter

2010-06-15T08:40:00.003+08:00

Awesomest Indian I know :) Have a great one this year :)

Idontliketoblog

2010-06-09T23:02:00.003+08:00

Reason being, every time I come up with a post, it would be something emo, something I wouldn't like to share in a group. But then again, here I am, posting up weird stuff on the internet concerning my life.

So, lets start with the BRIGHT, UN-EMO stuff. (:

I guess the biggest happening in my social life would be me starting my own Music Club. Despite the very un-happening clubs in MCKL, well not try and start my own? It's also going to be a big bonus to my testimonial at the end of my college period. What do we do? Teach and perform! Simple (:

Okay, the un-emo stuff is always short and boring, always overshadowed by the emo stuff. As they say, it takes 10 positive statements to overcome 1 negative one. So so so so true. I'm puffed out emotionally and try to fill my worn out emotions by doing other things. It's really a pain. I blame: hormones, holiday free time and myself a lot of times. I mean, it's back to the lonely feeling. When you're out with friends everything seems fine but it's never enough. Once they go back, you get back to that same old emo you, with that feeling that there is nobody there for you. I love peoples' company and everytime I hang out, I have a rad time, but it's what happens wayyy after that. Once everything is silent and you only have yourself to talk to (besides God), your mind can really wander off.

Okay not gonna post up any more. For me to know, and for you to find out (:

kthxbai

Recently,

2010-05-30T18:06:00.003+08:00

I've been exceptionally emo. I've just come back from church camp. I've joined a band with Mingy, Ian and Yung Tyng. I've started my own music club in college. I've gotten fat-ter. I've been slacking spiritually. I've made tons of new friends in college. I'm trying to make a cajon. I've been catching up with old friends. I've got a week of maths and physics to ruin my holidays. I've got a bad-ass Chem assignment. I wrote my own song. I have permanent vocal damage. I've got ranted by my mom 5 minutes ago. That's why I gotta go. (-_-)

Bai C:

Asparagus Monkeys

2010-05-24T15:53:00.003+08:00

Rusty.

2010-04-25T20:32:00.002+08:00

Choice made.

2010-03-15T21:55:00.001+08:00

Screw graphic design, go A-levels!

Young sailor

2010-03-08T12:39:00.001+08:00

A young sailor boy

Loneliness

2010-03-03T23:07:00.002+08:00

Something to rant about. I think this problem, is something to do with post-RBS syndrome. Really, I don't know what in the world is happening. I mean, I'm surrounded by really awesome loving and caring people but I'm just out of place/lonely once their gone. Really really annoyed by the fact that I feel so burdened when I am alone. I just cannot take the fact that I'm actually alone. It's a feeling that is really hard to comprehend. I'm just alone. It's not good, I have this inner instinct that I want somebody really close to me all the time. But that's the wierd thing. I have my brothers, parents, sister, friends that I see everyday, yet, there is this emo feeling inside of me.

Then again, maybe I'm just tired, or stressed out, I cannot focus properly, or maybe I'm really missing my best friend, Jesus. This loneliness is supposed to be filled by God, maybe I'm just not letting him.

Maybe I'm too self centred, thinking about myself all the time. When the feeling of loneliness comes to mind, you're thinking about yourself, why am I all alone or why doesn't anyone care about me? It's all about me again. Haiah, really have to change this attitude, this pride.

Haha. Don't worry about me too much now. Just love you all XD

Improving?

2010-02-23T22:12:00.003+08:00

There is a big question I ask myself every time I look back at my drawings. Have I been improving? Really, I think it wasn't much last year. My paintings were just average and I haven't been getting neater lines etc. Sigh.

Malaysian Schoolgirl 2

2010-02-23T21:58:00.003+08:00

Saw some today. Boy, missing school.

Update: I wanted to see improvement so I made myself see it.

Tim0's Malacca experience

2010-02-14T00:57:00.001+08:00

An amazing day today. I dont think i'll journal today. This would be my entry anyway:

The whole story of my cousin's conversion. When we arrived at the reunion, my aunt (who is not a Christian) told me that Yew Ming (my cousin's name) was giving up on going to school in tears. I could see that she was tearing and that she really wanted her son to change.

My cousin has a real psychological issue. It is so bad that he cannot even communicate in full sentences. Lately, my cousin has been skipping school everyday though he is in his SPM year due to the idea that he did not like school and rather stay at home and FB. We are still unsure why he loves to skip school. Besides that he HATES his father. At the reunion, he ever so openly pointed the middle finger at his dad (who is a really soft and loving guy) at the same time saying a lot of flowery language towards his father who he accuses of destroying him. Every 5 minutes he'll look at me and say, I'm dead, I'm lost, I don't know who I am and that sort of stuff. Immedietly I realised that he needed Jesus Christ as Jesus claims to seek and save the lost and also to be the Life.

I continually shared the gospel for two hours though at times he did not want to listen and changed the topic. He continually said "I am so close to glory", but then exclaim,"I can't" after being in a prayer stance for a few minutes. He then went outside, his hands in a shape of a gun, to start shooting neighbours. When I asked him why he did so, he said that he did not know why but just wanted to shoot something. Surely it was the devil at work at that moment.

Throughout the conversations, he would continually repeat the words, I'm lost, I'm dead and so forth. I pleaded with him to accept Jesus Christ but he would just say no, I can't. He would turn his head away when I mentioned the word God. Later in the night, I went out for a walk with him and mentioned to him once more, (I think I might have repeated the gospel around 10 times using 10 different senarios) and told him once more, "Jesus is the only one who can give you life. You have kept on saying that you're dead, but Jesus can give you life, he can take away the dead life that you have and give you a new one if you make a stand to change yourself and follow him." When asked, he nodded and I invited him to say the sinners prayer after me. To make sure that he truly wanted to change I emphasised and repeated sentences of basic belief such as 'I want Jesus to come into my heart and change me' and he followed eyes closed.

I was smiling when he said these things and went back towards the house when we were done with the prayer. Now the amazing, awesome and fantastic part.

His dad was outside the gate of the house when we came back, I told him that his dad really loved him very much and that he should love him back. "You have made a ground to change, you cannot hate your dad anymore, Jesus will help you with this". I then gave him a suggestion to say "I love you" to his dad. As we approached the gate, I called his dad, telling him that Yew Ming had something to say. And to my surprise, he said it! After the extreme of calling his dad a "chao chi bai" and pointing his middle finger at him in an open area, he managed to say, I love you. This is something even close family members find hard to say sometimes. His dad (you could see the amazement in his face (he was dazed for the rest of the night)) said an 'I love you too, son" back at him, and at that moment, my face was all smiles. His dad then thanked me for this and went back into the house.

It was not too long until they left the premises. During that time, Yew Ming went out of the house hugging his brother (I don't know for what reason) but he did. My aunts were so surprised at this situation because he never did this for so long and they thanked me with the words: good job.

Another miracle was that it became a good opportunity to testify to my aunts. My aunts have been bringing my cousin out for meditation to rid him of his 'sin and troubles' but have failed. In this short 2 hours, the change was already so evident in his life. Just his two short gestures have been a testament not only to my aunts, but also to my other relatives present that know his situation.

This truly has been an amazing experience of how God works and he surely is the one true and mighty God!

RBS

2010-01-10T14:08:00.001+08:00

All of us are staring at the idiot box after a week of deprivation.

RBS is really awesome.

Love you all down there.

Leaving School

2010-01-01T13:58:00.003+08:00

School is starting this January 4th. I'm not going to be there. :)

I'll be going to RBS or Residential Bible School this Monday. Away from all the distractions of life to spend time with God with other brothers and sisters in Christ. Gonna miss you guys.

Just a quick painting. Haven't been touching my baby for a month now, and I will be leaving her again, for another month. Supposed to be someone leaving school, throwing away all her books. I dont like the body but her face is really pretty. Haha.

The Australian Experience

2009-12-29T20:16:00.002+08:00

Towards the end of the year, I felt very upset about the decision I had made to go to Australia. I missed so many things my friends had planned, including the 'once in a lifetime' prom experience which I was in the committee. I entered Australia with both excitement and at the same time regret. However, going to Australia had been much different from how I expected it to be. In fact, I felt that it was actually God who put me here to learn so much more about myself and the things around me. The experience was a good one, no, great one. My eyes are so much more opened to the things that I taught were taboo around me thus changing my perspective on many issues.

Starting from the simple, we did learn lots of living skills, mainly cooking. Cooking is very much enjoyable especially, plus because of the fact that you can simply experiment with different sorts of spices, it makes it all the more exciting. We made pasta, lots of italian food, and a lot more. Besides that, James, our naughty uncle brought lotsa alcohol for our consummation. Wow, he knew all the tricks for making cocktails, shots and more. Haha. In other words, we have been drinking. In moderate amounts only though. Don't worry, still haven't gotten myself drunk. I wonder if my mum would allow me to buy some lemoncello (not sure of spelling) back to Malaysia.

Camping was also another awesome activity of the whole trip. Again, thanks James for helping us pack tons of camping gear for one of the most enjoyable bush camping trips yet. It was awesome cept the freakishly annoying flies which attack your face, and the fact that they dare enter the nose and exit your mouth. It was so bad, we had a 10 minute quarantine procedure before entering the tents. We had to bring the table for eating inside as it was unsafe to be consumed outside. The beach at the campsite was really nice. I really love waves. A lot. The 1 metre high waves were just so so so refreshing and enjoyable to swim in. Just the feeling of the current pushing you towards and away from the shore is so relaxing and calm. The windy beach was also good as it helped produce bigger and more powerful waves.

And yes, we went BUSKING! Really really enjoyable. Love it so much. Haha. Most of you probably know that I'm not a good singer, or guitarist, or drummer. So what? People still give you money for doing what you like to do best. We have been playing in Fremantle and Perth and enjoyed ourselves so much by playing random melodies. We took turns singing, playing the drums, guitar and shaker and did a lot of silly improvisations to many of the songs. Guess what? We earned RM20 an hour per person! Thats more than I could ever earn from working at Maccas (Its what people call MacDonalds here) or anything else. Wow, really love it. I mean, how much would someone give if Jason comes to beatbox? RM200 a session I think. And imagine, It's from doing something you love.

Most importantly, my trip to Australia most benefited me by helping me understand Catholicism better. When I first came to Australia, I went for a Catholic camp, I go for Mass with my cousin every week (though I don't fully participate). Sung for some Catholic choirs, went to Midnight Mass and much more. I really understand it so much better than I used to and I really thank God for that. Don't get me wrong, I'm not converting or anything but I understand the differences between us so much more. I have had many discussions about the differences between the two denominations of Christianity with my cousin David. It's really interesting to know more about another denomination that you thought you always knew.

I recall my cousin saying that many 'Bible Christians' (thats us) frequently attack the Catholic church which is actually true because many do not know the truth about the Catholic churches. (Don't quote me on this). Moreover the understanding of so many differences has led me to want to know the truth with greater hunger. What does the bible say about all these things? What does it mean by the unity of the church when all of us are so divided? What is Christianity all about amidst all the inter-denominational confusion? It's something all of us, as Christians should always think about and continually seek the truth from God. For the bible did say that those who truly seek him will find him. I really do pray that I would understand all this so much more when I go study God's Word during RBS.

And now, I'm just so excited to see everybody again. Lurve yah all.

1st week

2009-12-17T08:58:00.003+08:00

And so ends the first week in Australia. Been hanging around my cousins house in Willetton playing board games and stuff.

Hahaha. Me, marcus and David have been doing lotsa cooking recently. It's something we decided to do ourselves, a living skill we would like to acquire.
Pasta
Smoothies!
Bah! Picture uploading errors! Maybe nexttime lol.
Bye

Australiaaaa.

2009-12-13T18:06:00.004+08:00

Haha, so here I am, technology deprived and sorts. Just came back from a camp, ETG, embrace the grace by the Catholic Youth Ministry of Aus. Haha. You might be wondering why I went for a catholic camp. Haha. Sot this is the account of me in Aus so far, enjoy :)

We arrived at the airport at 5 am, but at that time, the sun was already shining brightly and temperatures were cold at 15 degrees though it was summer. My cousins (or uncles whichever you prefer) fetched us from the airport to New Norcia, an area north about an hour from Willetton, the area my cousins lived. We arrived on the second day of the camp.

The first day wasn't too bad, me and my brother had slight difficulty speaking with the Aussies. The fact that they said words like 'ay' repeatedly like how we say 'la' and 'ma' was kinda odd too. Haha. I guess by now we would have developed a bit of slang or accent. The format for the camps there is quite similar to the camps over in Malaysia. But it was catholic so yeah it was really new for me.

I was quite afraid to talk to the australians there as communication became a barrier for both parties. I couldn't understand them some time, and neither could they. It was funny, trying to speak their way. When I was at the airport, I tried to talk to the lady who attended us at the airport but she asked if I could understand her if I could understand her as if I could not speak english at all.

At the camp, there was quite a lot of drama as I and my brother were the only protestants there and the people there (the speakers) were quite harsh towards the view that protestants were not the right way. Wow, It was really an eye opener for me. I really prayed so hard that God would show me the truth. Their points were quite strong and they had evidence form scripture too. This is what I found out about the catholic faith during my trip there (by the way, these are strongly my thoughts only if I'm wrong please correct me)

Catholics believe that there are seven 'sacraments' required to be furfilled after believing in Jesus in order to enter heaven. Eg: baptism, good works, belief in Jesus, taking part in the holy communion and more. Protestans believe that only Jesus is the way. Then God did answer my prayer by providing an answer for my questions which I found to be utterly amazing. Firstly, I taught of the passage Romans that says that there is no other way but God. It was really like the prompting of the Holy Spirit, it wasn't in my mind until that moment. Besides that, I met a guy named Ludwig. He was a Catholic who was becoming a protestant. He came to this conclusion after studying the bible more carefully and realised that Jesus is the most important thing. He told me that the reason was that he was changing was that the Catholics were really focusing not entirely on the most important thing but they focused on many other 'obligations' that protestants believe would come naturally if you have a good relationship with Jesus.

The main differences in belief of the Catholics and protestants is that Jesus is not enough to enter heaven. Jesus, plus the doing of good works and furfilling the sacraments are required for salvation. Protestants believe that Jesus in your heart is the ultimate requirement for salvation for salvation comes by none other than Jesus Christ. After believing then fruits of the spirit are bound to be shown BECAUSE of faith because faith without works are dead.

I mean, the main point, what is Christian faith at the end of the day? It's all about Jesus. I'm sure performing good deeds and all are fairly important but not the central belief of our faith. At the end of the day, Jesus is the only answer to our salvation as he is 'the Way the Truth and the Life'. And that noone goes to the Father except through him.

I'm actually really pleased that I met Ludwig on that day. On the second day of the camp, I was so confused with both of this Christian divisions that I even was considering catholitism (or however you spell it).

Okay, that aside, I met so many friends. The people of the catholic church can really sing really well. Haha, it's great meeting a lot of people that have the same interests as you do like singing. For praise and worship, everyone was like doing improvisations and that sort of stuff. I met really cool people too. Ben, someone from camp was a climber. He climbed the rooftops of the facilities and was not scared to die. Let me tell you, my balls were shaking when he scaled the tree like nobody's business. He practically jumped from branch to branch. It was nuts. Met many handsome Australians, some Polish people, some chicks. Haha. I'll try to get some pictures up the next time. Some of them lived in the farm and they basically do sheepherding for a living. Awesome people.

Now, I'm back, going to join the choir, busk and all. Love yah :) Btw, good luck to those taking the Chinese exam and see yah soon. =)

Goodbyes

2009-12-09T19:53:00.000+08:00

I'm off. See you soon.

Destress-ing

2009-11-27T21:59:00.002+08:00

Something to de-stress

2009-11-27T20:35:00.001+08:00

I'm thinking about so many things these days. Haha. It's SPM and I'm getting emo. Darn it. Maybe Jason was right. My testosterone levels are raging.

Freedom awaits

2009-11-21T19:49:00.002+08:00

A drawing. We're all going to be free soon, and we're staring at it.

Library outings.

2009-11-11T23:50:00.001+08:00

Today is one of the last times we'll ever hang out at the library. I'll miss it. Emily, Darkseid and gayaman.

Photography

2009-11-09T23:08:00.002+08:00

A girl taking pictures. Or posing with a camera at least.

SPM

2009-11-07T23:18:00.000+08:00

It's close and I see more people online than usual.

Birthdays.

2009-10-31T00:34:00.004+08:00

And guess whose one is it today?

Ok, I know it's supposed to be Ro but it's an Epic PHAIL. I just can't draw out of my head I guess. Then again, happy birthday!

2009-10-27T22:57:00.001+08:00

I like blogger. You dont have to name the pictures you upload.

Ah, but you can see horrible white eraser markings.

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2009-10-25T19:58:00.001+08:00

Oh come see my deviantart for my full art gallery! yohred.deviantart.com :p

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2009-10-24T13:22:00.005+08:00

Ahaha. It's that time again! Emo post time! We'll start slow, not so emo to more emo stuff. Haha, I sound so jolly.

Previously, I said that illustration is the one for me. I might have second thoughts about that. Why is my life filled with so many buts? It's so sad that all of us have to go through this. What I want to be. More importantly, what God really wants me to do in my life. Like my ultimate purpose or something. I wanted to do illustration. It's a good field to venture. Then again, will I get any money? Some of my friends started designing children's book covers with their art skills. I mean when you do illustration, where's the pinnacle, the most you can go into? Game designing? Comic drawing? It's not really where I want to reach in life. Moreover, how much can you earn designing comics? It's a life out there that you need to face. I'm a guy, I'll need to think about my family as well. Ha, what a sad job option.

My relatives have recommended me to go into another field of art that is architecture. This was actually my first option since a long time ago. I was just hesitating to answer because of the long studying period of 7 years. That means if I start when I am 18, I will end at 25, an old man. But many things have caused me to reconsider this option. One of them, is how much money you can earn. Calvin Lau's dad, is a friggin castle owner. And, he's an architect. Inspired much. Hahaha. And, I always wanted to be an architect since I was standard 5. I remember drawing house plans that I wanted to build. Haha, let me be old lah, It's only 25 years of age. What's more, I prefer designing, creating something new compared to just sitting down rotting away with the normal duties of an accountant or whatsoever. Boring.

Now, moving up the emo scale. XD

It's not so emo-lah actually, but I have been quite emotional about it lately, just want to spill it out. I'm also quite afraid about comments like, "Wah, that guy so despo wan ah?", the typical Josh statements. Most guys keep it inside. Got ego mah. But I think this time I'll just spill it out.

To start the rant rolling, what a guy would usually talk about is girls and I'll start of with that.

*breathes deeply*

Hahahaha, you might find this funny but I have,only me and it is just a feeling or small taught that popped out from the back of my head that I lack female companionship. Nothing serious. Not that I don't have any female friends at all, but I just am lacking some. Now there is a reason for this. I have a very high taste for girls. I'm dead serious. It's not the looks but the attitude kind of taste. If I can't stand the attitude, it's real turnoff for me. Not only that, I cannot maintain a very solid conversation with most girls. Not including the fact that I am afraid to start a conversation. Haha, pretty stupid right? I think the problem is that I don't have the correct platforms to start talking. Like many people meet new people via tuition and stuff like that, but I don't go for any tuitions and stuff. Because of that, I hardly hang out with anyone except for my clique in school.

Haha, And I forgot to add that I do a lot a lot of stuff because I want to get to impress girls. I tried to draw, sing, play the guitar, look good, just like most guys do. But the thing is that I've got too far with so many of them. And none of them had worked so far. =p. It's really funny. But it's quite good now, I can do all of the above. Extra talents in life. Haha.

It's quite Ironic when you watch movies and they tell you all sorts of things concerning what a guy will do to get a girl but I found out the hard way that it's all true. Another thing, my puberty came late I think. Unlike many, I think that I started really understanding this issue late last year and it's really stupid. My maturity level matches Kah Jun, just that I don't use the same techniques as him. When I think about it, I had so much opportunity to mix around with more people when I was younger compared to now. And now it's all wasted since I'm leaving school soon. I could have established much stronger bonds with people but now, as I said it's all gone.

I've got more to rant but whatever lah. It's getting boring already.

That's all I want to rant about actually. Boring eh. You should say like yeah, I've wasted my life reading this bullshit. "I can't stand people who post stuff like this online", says Josh. Haha. Think all you want.

Haha. See you in school tomorrow.

Schoolgirl

2009-10-19T22:00:00.002+08:00

A Malaysian schoolgirl.

Classroom

2009-10-19T00:13:00.003+08:00

A girl studying in a classroom. Obviously Malaysia. Looks like I might seriously go and take up Illustration. Better buck up from now. And get a damned scholarship.

After this.

2009-10-17T22:40:00.001+08:00

Which way to go?

Study.

2009-10-17T00:42:00.001+08:00

That is what all of us should be doing.

Girl with music

2009-10-14T22:57:00.002+08:00

New fave artist, Benjamin Zhang. Love his random yet awesome paintings that depict real life. Just Awesome. Did this today, in about 1hr 30 mins.

Mind Trick

2009-10-09T20:07:00.004+08:00

Haha... I know I am so full of myself. Me, singing and playing the guitar. I hate it, when you think you're good at something but the reality is, you're not great, and it's not going to work in this world of competitive people.

That really really applies to me. I love to both sing and draw but will I get anywhere in life doing just that? It's a big question that bugs me. What should I FOCUS on? Should I continue to draw? Play music? Immerse myself doing my studies? Which will benefit me the most? I really hate to slack like this. Moreover, I wouldn't want to waste another 1 and a half years in college doing what I don't want. I should choose really quickly. I really pray that God will show some direction especially in this area. It's going to be a path that I will not be able to go through again.

Since I am focusing on too many things, I have not really improved in any way. My art for instance has not improved a lot since I was form 4. My singing has definately become much more bearable since I learned to sing. But still in order to become great, I must focus on a particular area. Not only that, I need to provide as the male species. What should I do in order to be able to support others in the close future?

And, many others have definately ranted about this issue: Graduation. Everyone realises that graduating isn't as pleasant as what we speculated it to be. I mean, we did talk about how ridiculously stupid education system of the government is and how glad we would be to get it over. The thing is that now, many realize that we are going to leave the things that drove us to go to school. Friends. And most of us are really upset that these people are going to go away from us to pursue their own frontiers. And soon we'll come to realise that we have passed the golden years. We actually understand what that means now. It's really sad. We're throwing away our lives for a piece of paper?

Me, Zack, Ro and Jace have been hanging out for the past few days and I can really feel like these are going to be the last times we are going to see each other. What I'm going to miss most is the laughter and how well each of us cliqued. Plus, the fact that we're so mean to each other. It's so funny yet enlightening that someone insults you and laughs at you in a jokingly stupid way. Zack does it the best. But, it's all going to change shortly.

Worse, SPM apparently got changed from the 16th to the 11th. That means I'll miss the flight to Aus. Also, it means more money for a deferment my ticket. It's the whacky government. Can't be helped. I really regret the fact that I'm going to miss prom and a farewell to most of my friends who will be starting college by the time I'm back from Australia. Added to that, KP is leaving for NZ on the 25th. I would only be able to see Ro for a very limited amount of time before she goes to Melbourne.

I just got to tell myself it's all a mind trick.

2009-10-08T19:14:00.004+08:00

A video of nigel's song. The IBA winning song. That day, I was the bassist.

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1090489117303&ref=mf

For this song, nigel did everything cept for the electric guitars and the second voice for recording purposes. He is uber.

Forgetfulness

2009-10-03T18:10:00.002+08:00

Today could have been one of the most fun days of my form 5 life that is related to school.

But it wasn't.

I've lost my keyboard pedal. And it wasn't even mine. It's my churches' one. I just had to forget it. And it has ruined my day. I hate my darned forgetfulness.

Blue

2009-09-24T18:16:00.001+08:00

grungy

2009-09-23T17:51:00.002+08:00

Gettin away from studies!

Blogsurfing

2009-09-23T01:34:00.003+08:00

When you do it, you'll find so many things you think you knew but you didn't.

I have a major weakness, I cannot console, or help people emotionally, especially girls. It's just me. When people come and tell me their problem, I just give a blank look while my brain takes a hundred hours to try to process the correct answer. The thing is, when someone tells you something, they want a reply, something that can help calm their nerves, that's why they told you in the first place. Sometimes I try hard, so that it doesn't sound weird. SO forgive me if anything sounds wrong.

Secondly, I'm getting quite sensitive for a guy. Damn. I'm very concerned if people love me, or if they talk behind my back, I just want to know. But this is not a big problem. Hopefully it can get solved quick. It's just not me. My brain is overworking.

And, studying. It kills.

Then again, I did some drawings:

Smiles

2009-09-13T21:44:00.001+08:00

An exam de-stress.

Exam stress buster.

2009-09-05T10:46:00.002+08:00

Some drawings I did to cure the studying dilemma.

This one I did before exams.

This one after.

May be colouring them in after the exams... We'll see...

Accident!

2009-08-25T21:31:00.001+08:00

Crash? Yeah. A car reversed into me. I was a bit blur. Can't be helped though. THank God the chap is a friendly fellow. Repairing it tomorrow. I guess others will post the full thing. Too tired. Nights.

Boring.

2009-08-23T22:53:00.002+08:00

I'm tired and sleepy after a whole day out. Busy with IBA unplugged, a band competition. Time for rest. & study. did I mention study? Oh yeah, study. Not forgetting study. Library this tuesday anyone?

Account matters.

2009-08-15T22:54:00.003+08:00

I dont know why, but I'm actually registered to this account using my parents e-mail. Wierd.

Did a portrait drawing a few days ago. It isnt that great but at least I see improvement. It's someone you'd know. I'll give a prize for the correct answer posted on Cbox. Cheers.

Haha. For fun.

Car?

2009-08-13T23:06:00.002+08:00

I have a car now. Well, it's not exactly mine but I can use it. The previous owner was some lala/gangsta looking guy and he pimped the kelisa to look and sound kinda funny.

Ok, let me introduce you to the car.

1. In order to access the car, you have to disable the alarm, it's really funny and irritating. When you press the button, it says "VIPER DISARM" very very loudly. I'm sure I have to wait a while before I can bring it somewhere to disable it. It kinda garners attention and I don't really want that.

2. Once you get into the car and close the door, hte car will not start. Unless the security sistem has been changed of course. An it is really really irritating. I will not tell you how to function it (if not it would not be such an effective system right) but what happens is that if you don't enable it, the car would die on you. And that is really embarrassing, especially on main roads.

3. The next thing to do is to on some music. Not to mention the guy added a sony woofer into the car. I mean, it's really good, better than most surround sound systems I guess. I mean dare you to move sounds really rich and the bass is awesome except for the fact that it shook the car up a bit at times.

Haha. haha.

Purple and open canvas

2009-08-08T23:14:00.001+08:00

I don't really like it so much anymore. =(

Many things

2009-08-06T22:49:00.002+08:00

Taman Tun IU day has just passed. I'm REALLY need to get a camera so that I can upload pictures. Really. Yeah so the event went quite well actually, though not the best, we had fun, the crowd had fun and we were all happy. There was a lot of enthusiasm in the crowd and we had LOADS of fun. I met a few new friends, got to show off, and well more.

I am addicted: to singing?!

Really, I don't get it, I'm addicted to hearing my voice, making it sound better. I'm always trying to sing morning, noon night. I mean, I'm just being a nuisance, embarrasing myself in public, but still, I really really still sing loudly and cause a lot of annoyance. The thing is that I don't really care. If, I can hear my voice for a moment, I'm happy. I think my brain needs to be rewired.

Especially for me to study. I hardly spend an hour a day studying and trials are up shortly. Plus, I have so many things on my to-do list. Including the new one that I made myself for editorial. Not forgetting another performance, singing during hari Kantin, which I would most probably solo with either a guitar or a piano. What's life coming to? Maybe I should hang out with a nerdier group like rebecca's group. On the brighter side, I got a whole stack of revision books from a multi-millionare. Who was willing to give me about RM400 worth of revision books. That is definately going to increase my want to study this days.

Busy^5.

dot.

2009-07-26T22:36:00.002+08:00

Hahas to the random blog title. The months ahead of me is going to be tough. I'll give you a rough schedule of whats happening this month

1. Editorial work to be done by July

2. Idaham's poster(?)

3. TTDI IU day: I'm in sharvind and yankoh's band.

4. IBA unplugged, another band which is going for a competition, I'm bassist

5. Hari Kantin: I'm obliged to do two songs, and sell tickets

6. Trials which are 1st to 17th sept.

7. Prom stuff to handle

8. Our own band's audition for prom recording. (never going to be done)

9. Driving exam.

10. YF VBS Stretch promo stuff.

This is form today till Sept 17th. Then I can conentrate on exams which I doubt I will.

Busy

By the way, did a pic. A pilot:

Night.

Prom09

2009-07-15T21:02:00.002+08:00

This is a poster for the school prom 2009. Not sure if I'm going. The details are not final so don't ask me so much.

Singing

2009-07-10T14:29:00.002+08:00

I think I am wayyyyyy more obesessed in singing than in drawing. Most of you don't know, I 'try' sing like at least an hour a day. And it's not working.

SMS

2009-07-03T10:41:00.002+08:00

A girl SMS-ing. The canvas wasn't big enough for me to put the phone in proper position that's why she's actually holding the screen. Haha.

Girl

2009-06-27T23:21:00.002+08:00

With short hair obvoiusly...

Singing Falling Slowly

2009-06-26T23:46:00.004+08:00

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

This song has a really deep meaning. Each one has their own interpretation. Find yours out.

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Ok besides all that. I thank God that I am constanly reminded of his grace for me. Without him, I'm nothing in this world. It's so hard to say. But yeah. XD.

This is an update, If you find this that means you really read my blog. This is a music clip of me singing falling slowly very quickly... just the chorus. And yes josh, I am that 'some people' who upload their music.

Night.

Pic!

2009-06-21T00:17:00.002+08:00

Did another portrait... I suck at this big time! Someone needs to teach me technique!

Final Cover

2009-06-11T21:31:00.003+08:00

I'm sick of designing any more. I've learnt a lot through designing all of these. I still have dividers though. I think this is qualified to be our cover this year. Have fun!

Magazine 2009

2009-06-11T17:53:00.001+08:00

For best output concerning our magazine this year I've decieded to critique the previous magazines.

Overall, the 2007 magazine has a more professional look compared to the 2008 magazine. Things to improve on graphically:

1. Headers and footers

2007: Simple yet elegant design. The footers however has sort of a weird design that has no meaning whatsover to it and can be improved on

2008: The f&h that take up the whole page makes the magazine look very full, the colours. The really solid colours makes it look slightly unprofessional and a bit boring. Moreover the flowery design does not really match the theme. The design is not standard throughout the magazine making it look very messy.

~2009: A simple Approach should be taken this year in relation to the theme with a standard approach to all pages. Banners can be used (eg. the 2007 magazine speeches) to beautify pages and a change in h&f are not required

2.. Front page: The font at the side of the magazine.

2007 & 2008: Both have very boring font that badly changes the first impression of the magazine. A more san serif font shoule be used maybe a font that is standard to that of the cover?

3. The 2nd page of the magazine.

2007: Has a makna logo page

2008: Nothing

~2009: Something should be put on this page to make the magazine look more full.

4. Speeches page

2007: Has a really really nice simple yet elegant layout. The banners here are perfect for the situation. Just the positioning of the logo of the government/school badge that should be of standard size.

2008: Intersting but the pictures of different sizes make the magazine look messy. And phew, ZIZAH ALERT!

4*. The divider for the page.

2008: The divider never never should go on the left side of the magazine. It dosen't really introduce the section well

5. Editorial pages

2007&2008: Both designs are ok, but why the heck is there a takwin sekolah in the middle of nowhere for these two sections?

The takwim should be put in another section such as reports or something... Wierd.

2008: Why in the world is the twins pages in the editorial page section?

* Speaking of that, the twins page was badly done and should be given full introduction to twins and maybe a short interview of the twins to be posted up. For example a 'special feature' should be done with much given attention, or something that highlights. i.e. DJ's page for 2008.

6. The teachers pages:

2007: The pages are nicely done and a side border is smartly allocated when the teachers' pictures are shown in a landscape view.

2008: Quite nicely done except for the very messy background Nono to that this year.

7. PIBG

2007&2008: Both were done quite nicely. I would prefer 2007's one because of the grayscale colour making it not too saturated compared to

the striking blinding yellow. The 07 for 2007's mag isn't so appealing and a better font should be used.

8. The special feature's page being allocated properly in 07's mag

9. Student's pages:

2007: Again, 2007's mag. Really nice and elegant look. The border is smart.

2008: A lazy man's job done here. Banners look ugly and all they did was scan the picture in. In 2007, they had 2 pictures! one was the candid shot. And the names? All typed in nicely in a box. The design is actually alright but the put it overshadowing the rest of the picture and that made all the difference. What the heck is D doing at the bottom of the pages? swt.

~2009: Add in borders and shape the picture nicely.

10. Clubs and societies.

2007: The same design for this and the students pages was a really good choice.

2008: They added a border. An ugly one. No to that. Oh yeah they changed the headers and footers to become even more ugly this time.

THANK GOD WE'RE CHANGING THE PRINTERS.

~2009: Do the same thing as the students pages.

*10. Student's pages/Clubs and societies

2008: I disagree with the wierd layout putting the class pages 1st. Then only the clubs and societies.

~2009: Arrange them back to back because they are closely related to each other. Events and otherwise should come before.

11. Prefect's and librarians page:

2007: Again this is nice like the rest of the previous pages. This is because they look standardized and this means professionalism not some messy artwork

2008: The background isn't that nice

12.Special Features:

2007&2008: Both ugly and unprofessional in my opinion. We should have a standardised layout which I have a few students working on.

* This page should be abolished reason being, this is not the special features of our school. They have totally forgotten the meaning of special features! The pictures should go along with the event reports to become something like the pages in the DJ magazine which means less pictures

Both years have very very messy layouts 2008 being worse because apparently the printers cut out majority of the pictures there. This year we should do it like BU (I know because my brother is the ed team there). Their pictures are well organized and are very nice. There is also space for captions and that sort of stuff. Elaborations concering the event can be done there beacause some don't know what the pictures are about. And then again: STANDARDIZED FONT! Different layouts are alright as long as they are neat but there is a big nono for messy and unpredictable fonts.

13. Reports.

2007: Ok. Just need to standardise the font size. And if that is not enough, put pictures in there. 2007's magazine is nice in a sense that there was a balance of pictures and words which is what i want the apparent ' special features page to be.

2008: A background with pictures is again a nono. And they are so 'PRO MAN!' They can put 3 different fonts with 3 different font sizes in one page. I think they think we are still in primary school and we are still amused at small petty pictures and different designs. I don't know what goes in their heads...

14. Senior pages.

Cant comment this one.

15. Arts and literary

Firstly 2008's art page is located IN FRONT OF THE MAGAZINE. Why is it there?

2007: This is professional just the font size and spacing that needs to be standardised. The titles for the articles should be standardised and not flying around. There is one where they mixed the words and put an explosion as the background (pg121) nono. They don't match Don't try that at home this year

2008: I seriously slapped myself in the face when I saw this. The fonts are not standardies along with all their properties. Pictures come flying of nowhere causing a mess. Big mess. Horrible.

16. Autographs: * Jason Lim is designing the page this year.

MISC

17. Content page

2007: neat and professional

2008: the font's just flying everywhere and the BG appears too white. Not too organized. The printers should take note that the fonts should be sans serif not some funky font that kindergarten children will be amused with.

18. Back page: A back page filled makes a magazine look more complete. Which magazine on the market today leaves an empty page? The school song was a good choice for 2007

19. Dividers:

Overall 2007's designs are better than 2008. They look more full. 2008's designs (I CAN'T BELIEVE I DID THEM) are too plain and are very empty.

20. Page size:

Try to get all page sizes in A4. Therefore downsizing would be easier. I know many want a smaller mag this year but if you do the page smaller, The mag will look distorted as the resolution might not be high enough. Set all resolutions at 300 px/inch.

* If you do it at a smaller size, look at 2008's mag. The pages are sometimes smaller and the printers used a background.

21. Pengetua's picture:

Haha, haha, ahahahaha, please don't put a border this year. 2007 is ok.

BOTTOM LINE

Standardise the mag. Designers for dividers, make your page look full. Not too saturated with colours.

Picture update

2009-06-10T22:37:00.003+08:00

Did a few new pics

I want need a new layout. I've been blabbering about this for a long time but it's taking a long time for the message to reach my hands. Plus, my mum is whining about us using the computer too much. Guess this will be one of my last ones. Not including the projects.

Physics project is top priority on my to-do list. Hopefully I can complete it by tomorrow.

Lastly, I WILL BE GETTING A CAR! What the heck right? My mum's friend suddenly calls and says, 'Hey, I have a spare car. Your son is learning driving right? Can use my car.' Walao! God really blessed!

Bye for now!

Holiday life

2009-06-04T22:23:00.002+08:00

This holidays has made me realize how interesting school can be. During the holidays, most of the time I yearn to be with friends and enjoy together with other people. It's really a bore doing things by yourself and not being able to enjoy it with someone else...

I also realized that blogging extra-emo stuff usually belongs to the girls. Haha, guys usually post more random stuff that relates to lfe. Eg, I upload art which I think is rather important in my life. Jason does random nonsense that is important in his life. Haha.

Haha. haha. I'm going to rant now. Title: All about holidays =)

Holidays make me fat

Holidays make me think

Holidays cause me to get lazy

Holidays turns my kiasu mode on as I don't study

Holidays make me miss friends

Holidays can be an art improving workshop

Holidays make me relax too much

I'm tired.

UPDATTEEE!

2009-06-02T23:51:00.005+08:00

It's been five wholesome days. I've become closer to God I guess in these few days.

CF camp has just passed and all of us had a lot of fun. I've learnt a lot too and got inspired my Natalie's testimony. I won't go into too much detail about it.

Then, right after CF camp, I went to visit friends whom I have not met in 8 years. Things went well, and I found out that some of them were quite into graphics as I was. I was quite surprised and delighted as I know only a few who have the same interests as I do.

The next day, Taylors CLIOD. Enjoyed and learnt much. Met some new friends too. The pics of the event:

The whole tour group
Me and new friends. They're from Sg. Long.
Us posing...

And Covers candidates:

They're not exactly what you can call done but they're on their way... I think I want the names back which I don't have. Just need a suitable BG. I think I found BU4's designer if I'm not mistaken... http://colouring-life.blogspot.com/

She's not bad too... Hopefully our mag wont lose to theirs this year... ahaha...

This was the first shot... Didn't turn out so well...

The second one has a great concept It's just the BG that I'm worried about.... Should I put the names?

That was five days in a short post.

I'm lovin' life!

Busy, busy, busy

2009-05-30T00:17:00.002+08:00

There are two kinds of busy: Busy with things you hate, and busy with things you love.

Now I'm busy with things I LOVE.

CF camp is tomorrow and I think it's going to be a blast. Why? Because I'm the camp commandant and the FIRST AND MOST IMPORTANT RULE in the camp is THE CAMP COMMANDANT IS ALWAYS RIGHT. The second rule is, In case the camp commandant is wrong at any point of the camp, APPLY RULE ONE. Damn. That's so Awesome!

I'm loading myself with drawing and art! YT and I might be doing a collab this holiday but we are still unsure what we might be doing. And he's way way better than me. I feel so previliged. And I want to start improving my art... 1. I have gained ability to define compositions and make better linearts these days but I'm still so bad when it comes to colour... I guess I'll have to work my way through....

Friends! I want to meet up with so many friends especially the ones I have not seen in ages (7 years) I'm quite excited but im unsure if they are as excited to see me as I am as excited to see them...

Driving class is starting! Tuesday and Friday for two weeks then I CAN DRIVE!

Taylors college life in a day! I hope to get in the course for design but I got culinary arts instead. At least I will be able to cook.

I want to earn money. Selling designs?

Typography. I'm unsure of what you call it but it's sorta like the illuminati where the words can be read two ways round.

Getting fit(ter). I want to exercise my body. So at least I have chests and feel better about myself. Exams have put a stop to a lot of these.

Catch up with movies.

So many more... God help me prioritise!

tim0

2009-05-26T17:22:00.002+08:00

This is the one I did in school
This is the camp shirt design... Notice the word spirit is fruits upside down...

exam-stress-reliever

2009-05-24T16:06:00.002+08:00

These are two drawings I did to release exam stress... =).

Now... ADDMATH101!!

Teachers Day!

2009-05-18T14:34:00.003+08:00

Happy Teachers Day teachers!

I sang!

And now for a not so nice letter to the most loved Martin Wong:

Dear M,

You're the most childish teacher ever to step into BU3 grounds. And that's being childish in a bad bad way. No.1 You cannot accept the oh-so-obvious fact that your PA system is old and cannot function properly anymore. Simply stating the fact that it is a lousy microphone dosen't require you to blabber at me for just stating something. It won't kill you. My little sister does that and it really annoys. Use your maturity to think before responding with a suitable action. You don't have to say: 'you think this mike is lousy ah? Don't use it lor'. Me stating the mic is lousy does not mean that I don't need to use it. I have to survive that 5 minutes using the same microphone which I was complaining about.

So Dear M. You need to bertindak secara rasional sebelum membuat keputusan. I don't understand teachers who just cannot accept the fact that they are lousier than the students. Not having good tools to work and being incapable of doing so many things a student can doesn't earn you the right to scold.

And who wants to take a bet he will personally approach me once he reads this blog. I'm just pointing out the FACTS. Accept it. And then students will come to like you. Oh yeah, lose some weight.

the captain obvious, tim0.

Music Garden

2009-05-10T22:48:00.000+08:00

A music garden.

Layout

2009-05-10T19:21:00.002+08:00

I realised something really timportant (this is a new word).

I need a new layout.

I dont fare very well as someone who supposedly does art. =(. But unfortunately these days, there's exams, work, more exams, the urge to earn money, exams again, and I DONT HAVE ANY FREAKING TIME!

Hopefully my art will bring me somewhere in the world one day. Well, I should start getting better at it. XD. By the way check out my friend, his name is Yung Tyng. If you think my designs are good, his designs are waaaaaay better. And I'm quite green-eyed sometimes. XD

deviantart: http://graffyty.deviantart.com/

blog: http://visualsanity.blogspot.com/

Me?

2009-05-08T23:32:00.005+08:00

Why did I create such an emo post? REGRETS... LOOOOOL...

=)

Pics

2009-05-07T20:49:00.003+08:00

CF CAMP WAS FINALLY APPROVED! Thank you everyone for all prayers and petitions to God yeah. Anyone who reads this and is going for camp and can play a musical instrument tell me so that I can put you as a musician (yes, I'm in charge of all the worship).

This is the portrait print if you didn't know what I was bloggin' about last time...

Issues

2009-05-06T19:47:00.002+08:00

I'm planning to sell our class page as a poster for RM15 each. Printing is a bit costly that's why the price is like that as well. I've printed it out and it looks gorgeous. So now, Who wants one? BTW, if you would want to purchase, I'll most probably be making it like the current banner or A2 size (that is the size of the old new straits times paper) That's big. You can have it in A3 or A4 sizes as well. The prices are below.

A4 RM5 Only portrait size
A3 RM9 Only portrait size
A2 RM15 portrait size
Banner RM15 but you must have at least 2 orders so that I can do this

If you want your separate banners to keep, It's RM0.50 each. The price is different if you want it laminated which is an extra 50 cents.

If you want just the main banner, It's RM5 for 1/2 an A3 sized paper (horizontally cut)

Just to let you know, I will be making some profit from this effort.

Those who want to have any just e-mail me at tim_pals92@yahoo.com or send a text message (ask for my number).

Questions? Ask me. All the pictures will be printed in colour.

Picture!

2009-05-04T22:29:00.002+08:00

I've realised that I've never uploaded a picture of myself almost ever on my blog (cept for the banner but that isn't counted).

So, I've decided to upload one that has a real stupid picture of me. Hahaha. and if you observe carefully, I have a tooth sticking out of the back of my mouth... Cool huh... I love this pic. makes me feel so retarted and funny... =).

Sometimes candid shots are the best and most memorable. =).

Finished?

2009-05-04T21:57:00.003+08:00

This is the final thing... Of course, If you still want to change things it's still open for changes until wednesday.

main pic

Still going to change pin yeen's banner... Tell me the requests tmr. Hopefully I can use the laptop and ponteng class. XD

the page

2009-05-03T22:21:00.003+08:00

This is the page in order.. There are 2 empty spaces. One is for Josh Lim and Ivan who are designing themselves and STILL haven't handed it in... And once again, this looks quite good. only one part left to go...

Those who aren't satisfied with their banners and want a redo have to pay me SWEET SWEET MONEY! Hahahaha... Just kidding.....

All comments much apprecitated...

Darryl new

2009-05-03T20:57:00.004+08:00

This is a new one I did for darryl. It's simple but looks waaaaay better than the previous. BTW, if anyone wants changes tell me please. e-mail is the best. My phone is acting up.

IVAN!

2009-05-03T20:24:00.001+08:00

Please send in your banner quickly... You're the last one...

2009-05-01T01:52:00.003+08:00

It's quite done, (6 more to go) and I'm quite proud of the results. Our class page is going to be the best. And here is the proof:

Though there is 6 panels to go, this is already a wonderful (and professional-looking) page.

If, I make it, I might print a poster for the class.

By the way, I'm redoing a few, such as Darryl's and those with fonts looking ackward.

Dont forget. There are the group shots that still need to be taken to actually complete our page perfectly. And A BIG THANK YOU FOR DEBBIE'S DAD, who is sponsoring our other 2 pages(if i'm not mistaken). Now, I'm off to camp. WORK FREE! Reminder to:

Joshua Teo, Victor, Ivan, Yee Peng, Rebecca (and oops I forgot about YiHan's pendrive) who are supposed to finish their banners soon enough or give me the pictures so that this thing can be actually done with.

love ya all. Nights.

Some more

2009-04-30T22:51:00.002+08:00

These are the few more that I did... There was a problem with a lot of the pictures as they were too small... For some senarios, the picture would look good small.. On the other hand, many pictures had to be enlarged and might result in an ugly printout.... Thats all! 10 MORE!

another 3...

2009-04-30T22:18:00.001+08:00

Kp lax and pete

S. Tock

2009-04-30T21:29:00.000+08:00

Her own piece of art.

Banner - Ju Vern

2009-04-30T21:21:00.001+08:00

Ju Vern

Banner - Josh Siew

2009-04-30T21:07:00.002+08:00

After every one I do, the quality goes down... I should get paid for this...

2 more

2009-04-30T20:51:00.001+08:00

The rest of the designs are going to be simple like this unless requested..

Josh Lim

and JY

Banner - Darryl

2009-04-30T19:56:00.000+08:00

Give your message please...

Banner - Chia Kuui

2009-04-30T19:14:00.002+08:00

Next... The time got cut to 20 mins... =)

Template

2009-04-30T18:54:00.003+08:00

I'm being fussy, too fussy, that will take too long... Therefore, I will create a template... Most of the banners will use this template unless requested not to... If you want a personal touch to your banner, send an email to tim_pals92@yahoo.com or sms me(ask someone for my number).

The template is a bit greenish though and pictures will be put together with the template:

Banner - Wei Xin

2009-04-30T18:39:00.003+08:00

Wow, this is really tiring. I take 45 mins per banner and I have 36 to do... that means 27 solid hours. of work... Ok, from now on no more nice guy... I'll just make a default template and stick the pics there... BTW, wei xin tell me what you want to have as a message. TQ.

2009-04-30T17:55:00.002+08:00

Banner - Hon Yu. I'm so loving this. Hon Yu, you rock!

Btw, quickly send those pics!

Banner - Jason

2009-04-30T17:47:00.002+08:00

Jason but incomplete... J, If you see this, tell me what you want to put as a description...

Banners

2009-04-30T16:37:00.002+08:00

I will update after each time I finish a banner or two. Hui Qian's one
Mine

Sneak peek

2009-04-29T23:20:00.004+08:00

The page will look something like this... Ok, the full thing was too big... A smaller version... still 5.67mb... fine, i'll make it smaller

one page

all the 4 pages

the banner

Questions call me...

Project

2009-04-29T17:47:00.002+08:00

Time for a mega-project, class page. Deadlline - 4 days. Just pray for this one.

Cover AGAIN!

2009-04-13T18:37:00.002+08:00

I'm getting quite sick of this but since I HAD TO DELETE THE DAMN FILE... this is what I get... But then again, Like the new one more! =)

Cover liquidfy

2009-04-12T20:55:00.003+08:00

Hopefully this compensated those who didn't like my previous. AND THEN SHIT! I SAVED THE DOWNSIZED VERSION NOW I HAVE TO REDO. DAMMMITTT! Nevermind. This is it: Well I can't exactly do the same thing twice... Which would you prefer?

With circles...

Or without?

Undang exams!

2009-04-09T18:16:00.002+08:00

I passed it. 47/50!!

Finished it in 13 mins. Wow, it was really scary. Now, I'm just glad it's over. L license here I come!

Cover-final

2009-03-29T22:17:00.002+08:00

This is the final candidate for me. The first few were just templates and I found the one of preference, thanks for all the critiques and comments. This is just another candidate. Other covers from other students will still be accepted if it is better. Actually I did this cover cause, I was a bit kia su, saw other peoples cover and then i went like 'no, this cant be the one to be in the mag'. So I pushed myself to do a better one. Now my parents are nagging me to stop. So, here it is:

Comments still wanted!

Ringo

2009-03-28T00:30:00.002+08:00

Oh, look! I did a fanart! One of the first. I remember I did one on sasuke a long time ago...

Ringo from air gear. She's talking on her phone yeah. For a full view, go to my deviantart.

Guy3

2009-03-19T16:16:00.001+08:00

Another one. =).

Happy birthday Josh!

2009-03-18T23:13:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday yah. Hopefully those shoes pay off. Wear them for two years at least ok? =).